Monday, December 1, 2008

December 1 - New beginning?

I woke up this morning with a recognition that the radio was the wrong thing for me to wake to. Not angry at J, just decided upon changing it. 
It was pleasant. Perhaps it is because yesterday we spent a peaceful day tidying the house, restoring order. then we made a fantastic old-fashioned dinner and watched a movie. it was only after the movie that he got into the zelda, I was taking care of my face and trying the Neti-pot.
perhaps now I will change. boom. 
looking forward to it. 
when I started to wander down the grumbily road, I noticed my feelings dropping and averted the crisis by singing to myself in my head:
The Bear Necessities 

BEST SONG EVER.

So this is the way I plan to approach my day. we'll see what happens. slow and steady.

Another thing - J and I got into a fight/mixup about him not wanting to go where we'd planned to go on saturday. I didn't want to go alone. I got all shitty and started ignoring him. I noticed he wasn't coming back to the living room after peeing so I went to him and apologized. lesson - I have to connect with him and be kind to him as much as i want him to do the same for me. It's not a one-way street. 


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