I'm a bit wary of posting online. I'm so used to the safety of a journal book.

it's a new sort of undemanding consciousness I've found
when welcomed in, a quiet and vivid way of seeing, that let's me think as myself for once.
sigh
but I cannot control it, it seems, I have to get out of the way. I have to listen to myself - that's the best way I can put it.
so here goes - listening now.
last night the tiredness was what brought me in alignment - alignment with myself, alignment with life A non-troubled non-fighting relationship with life.
It feels like I'm me-as-a-kid again. direct life experience? is that what it is?

listen.

distraction - timeclocks
distraction - therapy
distraction - work troubles
distraction - tv show
distraction - upsetness and fixing myself stress
distraction - self-image(s)